Haters

i dont get why people hate each other even when the other person didn't do any mistakes towards them. well, that happens to me. calling me slut, bitch and names like that doesn't make things any better. people judging me on whatever i wear. i mean like, what do you want to care? its my body anyway, not yours. i know i'm like damn skinny as if i'm suffering from aneroxia but i still could wear whatever i want. yes i agree that maybe i wear clothes that are tight so it will kinda reveal my body but i still could wear it because i like it. even they judge me on the shoes i'm wearing. come on, at least i do not go out barefoot right? what's your problems. even me not having any boyfriend bothers you? i don't understand why the earth allow these kind of people. the bags that i bought bothers them too! its my bag, why would you care? me being tall and my hair which look like ariana grande's also bother them, saying that i copied ariana's style, excuse me i do not. even from the first start when ariana wasn't in nickelodeon, i already have that hairstyle and the exact same colour. lol. if my life bothers you so much, kill me then. i'm so pissed. even when i am fangirling over ariana, they judged me. its like, " whats the matter bro, you fangirl over someone too and i didnt even judge you ", do you get what i mean? i wish these haters does not even EXIST!

Persevere.

I loved Marilyn Monroe  and Ariana Grande. Both is in the road of depression. They are depressed and down but they didn't reveal it on camera. Marilyn's real name was Norma Jean Baker. She wasn't an orphan, she has a mother but her mother was depressed ever since her father left her mother. Her mother went into an Institution Health and was really sick. Marilyn became an "orphan" and worked as a whore in Hollywood to make money. When she was 15, she stopped working as a whore and went to explore the real world without her family. When she turned 16, her housekeeper matched her with a boy next door. He is fabulously wealthy and was 21 years old. They soon got married, and their relationship didn't last. Years later, a producer and director found her and make her as a modelling star. She became a very well-known model and became rich after signing the contract, not only that, she was a singer and also a popular actress. She got married to Jim this time, a very popular baseball player and again, their relationship didn't last long. Few years later when she was 24, she married a playwright, Mr Will. He was very rich and well-known too. She got pregnant few years later and she lose her baby due to miscarriage. Years later when she was 35, she divorced with her husband because her husband didn't like how her career was going on. They divorced and soon, Marilyn has no family, no friends, just popularity but again, she was lonely. On August 5th, 1962, Marilyn died at 3.50 am due to overdose. She ate a lot sleeping pills and was found dead after her housekeeper went into her room. Psychiatrist found out that she was really depressed and have no friends to talk to that's why she committed suicide. For Ariana, she managed to kick off her haters and still manage to have a lot of supporting fans all across the globe. She really is a role model. I really loved Marilyn too becasue she was a happy woman but sadly, she chose to end her life when she was only 36. I love you, Marilyn Monroe, and may you rest in peace. ♡

How to make someone seriously fall in love with you?

Girls these days want their crush to be theirs and they would really try hard enough to do whatever it takes to make their crush develop the same feeling towards them. Well, its simple. It just takes you to have some courage and confidence.Don't have to be all fancy or have to put your make up on. You have to be natural. Go to them and ask them to text you sometime or follow them through social medias and DM them or something. If they are your close guy friends, its easier. Easier to handle if they are in the same region as you.

1) Try flirting with them. Not telling you girls that flirting is good but its a natural way for us as humans to express it. You can flirt but don't go overboard. Your friends might think that you want to try to attract someone just because you're desperate. Why must you care about what others say?

2) Try being yourself and show him that you're not like his ex/girls that he dated before.

3) Build up some self-confidence in you in everything you do and show it to him. Guy likes brave girls.

*IF HE DOESN'T LIKE YOU, IT'S OKAY BECAUSE THERE ARE LOTS MORE OTHER GUYS OUT THERE WHO DESERVES YOU*

-If he likes you, he'll like you but if he don't, do not try to force him. Reminder: You can't force love to happen!
( I know it's not that good but I tried! :-) )

Goodluck <3

Love,
Suha
xx

Definations of Real friends VS Fake friends

Real Friends

What are REAL friends, you ask? Real friends are the ones who likes seeing you happy and never get jealous of what you have that they don't. Real friends do not betray or backstab one another. They don't bad-mouthed each other. Instead, they will be there for them through their ups and downs. Not just that, real friends or best called TRUE FRIENDS will give one another good advices and also know each others' flaws and excepting them for who they are. As humans, it's normal to make mistakes because none of us are "perfect". We lied, we did something bad and do anything we want-bad things- and they are no such things as " all true/real friends will never tend to break their friends' hearts " because that is bullshit. I too did something bad to my friend but she forgive me because she knew that I didn't do that to her on purpose. That is a true friend. True friend is not only being a loyal/kind ones. It is also about understanding each other. If your friend is a true friend, do not start to get advantage and stepping onto their heads because " its easy to forgive but its dificult to forget ".

Fake friends

So what are fake friends? Obviously it's the opposite of real friends. But, there is something that you don't know about them. They actaually do love you despite of what they've done towards you. They don't really mean it but they just have to do it for revenge or because they are basically jealous of you. Don't think that when they are backstabbing you, means they literally hate you. No! You have to put yourself in their shoes too! Sometimes it's because of you why they did that too you. Don't blame someone for the first that they did to you. Remember, they also did something good to you before.

Love,
Suha
xx

School & Work

So most of us are still schooling, am I right? Most of us hate homework, proposals, assignments and examinations. Sometimes we wish that school does exist except for homework and all the other stuff & each and everyday our motive to go to school is to see our friends. Waking up in the morning is so hard and you always procrastinate by saying 5 minutes more. Who doesn't? Even when I sleep early the day before, I will sure to wake up with an eyebag or not enough sleep and when my teacher is teaching, I would take the advantage of time to sleep as I sit at the back of the class.

Like those quotes you see nowadays saying that " I wish/need a day between Saturday and Sunday " haha. I wish that could happen. All of us are waiting for school holidays to come and the weekends too. Nowadays, time flies so fast. Each and everyday I said " I want to rewind time " to myself. If only there is a rewind button ( would be so cool ) . Good things happen in a split second and those things you don't want, happens and the time is so slow and you wished you could just get out. Same goes to when you're sleeping. Fast isn't it?

Students in Secondary school nowadays can't wait to work/apply job and graduate but what they hardly know is when they graduate from schools already and start working, they'll find that there is not difference between school and work actually. Therefore, they wished that they could just go back to school. We are all sick and tired going back and forth every single day. Life is hard, yes, but in the end, you achieved something. Go to school with motivations, not for the sake of going.

Some people might find school boring, looking at the same teachers and doing the same thing for the whole week. But hey, during the December holidays, you might be excited to go to school because you missed your friends and school! Remember that without school, you're nothing. You don't study, your IQ is bad. You don't have a good or proper job and therefore your pay isn't that good enough to support you and your family. Also, if you want to achieve something, you have to work for it and pray for something good to happen. Sacrifice.

Love,
Suha
xx